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Breast is Not Always Best. This is Why.

by Alison Ruks October 25, 2017

Breast is Not Always Best. This is Why.

Hi, mamas! Alison from MoBoleez, here. 

Kudos to The Mama Coach for writing this amazing article. Carrie Bruno, an amazing lactation consultant, is being praised for seeing the whole picture... not just blatantly pushing that 'breast is best' without considering the mental health of mom. This story rings so true to me, as this was my experience with breastfeeding. 

TRY, TRY, AND TRY AGAIN

I tried everything to make breastfeeding work (and I mean everything) including seeing lactation consultants 2x a week, taking every herb known to man, de-stressing (Ha! Good luck with a new baby), skin to skin contact, intermittent pumping etc... nothing was working, yet I was being pressured by the lactation consultant I was seeing to continue even though my child would be uncomfortable and unsettled for hours on end later in the day and through the night. "Your body makes enough milk, she will get the hang of it, your milk is the perfect food for her." I heard it all and it made me feel like less and less of a good mother every time it was said. Everywhere I'd go, complete strangers would ask "are you nursing?" I was a vibrating, anxious mess. The pressure from society and the lactation consultant made me feel like a complete failure.

MAYBE MY DAUGHTER WOULD BE BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME 

Breastfeeding continued to be an anxiety-filled activity for both myself and my daughter... and it started to severely affect our relationship. She could feel the tension, I could feel it, it was a dire situation. This led to me feeling like I wasn't a good mother... That I wasn't able to care for my daughter and that my child would be better off without me. You can imagine where those thoughts went.

WAIT, YOU MEAN I'M NOT A BAD MOM IF I GIVE FORMULA?

One day, I went for a walk with a girlfriend and she said 'Alison, just try some formula. What's the worst that can happen?' So, I did. And you know what happened? My tiny little baby chugged that bottle so damn fast and was happier than I had ever seen her. I finally felt like I found the right solution. I continued giving her a pumped breast milk bottle in the morning, then gave her formula through the rest of the day. She started gaining more weight, she was a million times happier, she slept better, she stopped being unsettled and uncomfortable and my state of mind started to improve... Part of her improvement was because she was finally getting enough food, the other part was because I was finally not an anxious mess. Formula changed, and possibly saved, my life.

BREAST IS NOT ALWAYS BEST

Yes, we have heard and seen it a billion times and we all know that - nutritionally speaking - breast is best for a baby... but that is only when breastfeeding is 'working'. In ideal situations, your body will make enough milk but that is not always the case. When a mother is sleep-deprived, anxiety-ridden and undernourished, the body can go into survival mode and redirect all energy to just 'surviving'. As Carrie shows in the article below - nutrition is not the only thing to consider. Mothers mental, spiritual, emotional and physical health matters. And, the effect on a baby (and the entire family) when living with a vibrating, anxiety-ridden, depressed mother cannot be ignored.

LISTEN TO YOUR HEART, NOT TO OUTSIDE PRESSURE

Looking back, I believe I intuitively knew that breastfeeding wasn't working, but I let society and professionals drown out my inner voice. So mamas - listen to your heart and know that you have options. If in doubt, reach out. Fellow mamas are always listening... Especially on Facebook. 😉

Thank you to Today's Parent and The Mama Coach for raising awareness of this common scenario that is often brushed under the rug.

Much love, 

Alison

(Photo credit to Today's Parent, article credit to The Mama Coach)

ORIGINAL ARTICLE

"I walked up the snow-covered steps of a quaint bungalow, excited to meet a two-month-old little boy and his mama. She had sent me an email a few days prior; all it said was, “I need help with my baby, he’s crying all the time. Can you do anything?” This is common story in my inbox. I replied I could be there Wednesday.

I knocked on her door, and a beautiful thirty-something woman answered, bouncing a bundle. We sat down on her couch and started to chat. She said he’d been born on his due date, a beautiful delivery, and she was back at home 24 hours later. Breastfeeding hurt in the hospital, but she was told that was “normal” and it would get better. A week later, still trying to “push through”, she couldn’t take it any longer, and went to her local breastfeeding clinic. Her little man had a tongue tie, they said, a common reason for breastfeeding pain. The physician clipped the tongue tie in the office and sent her home with instructions on how to move forward. She continued “pushing on” and did feel some relief, but continued to struggle with supply and latch issues. She was back and forth between clinics and private consultants, as she was desperate to breastfeed. She had dreamed of nursing her baby, like many moms, and the journey had consumed their household. She could not get a comfortable latch no matter what she tried or whose help she enlisted. She was consumed with trying and not giving up. I watched this woman become more teary and shaky as her story progressed. She told me he was gaining weight, but was very fussy and cried at the breast and throughout most of the day and night. Her husband had taken the day off work to be home for our appointment and he sat quietly with his arm around his wife and babe.

I first told her she was doing a beautiful job with her son. I told her the best part of my morning so far was getting to witness the way she looked at him and that I could hear the efforts she had been putting in to try to establish pain-free breastfeeding and an ample supply. I acknowledged that her path sounded full of challenges and I asked her simply, “How are you feeling?”

She broke down. Sobbing in her living room, she told me that breastfeeding was a number one priority for her, and she had read all the books and had sought out so much help and support, but that she just couldn’t do it anymore. She went on to tell me that the stress of nursing had taken all the joy out of becoming parents and it was all both her and her husband could think about. I could see that this woman was full of anxiety and had some real red flags of depression. She shared that she cried alongside her baby throughout most of the day, and was starting to wonder how she was going to keep going. She wasn’t leaving the house and spent all day feeding and pumping.

“Do you want to keep breastfeeding?” I asked her. Both her and her husband looked at me in silence. I realized in this moment what this woman needed from me, a registered nurse and lactation consultant. She needed permission. I told her that the most important thing was that her baby felt loved and that as a mom she had the ability to nurture and care for her baby. I told her flat out, “It is okay to stop and give him a bottle of formula.”

She and her husband hugged and both started to cry. Minutes later, they said, “Thank you, we needed to hear that.”

This is such a controversial topic. #Fedisbest is flooding the internet, and there are so many varying opinions. As a lactation consultant, I am an advocate for breastfeeding, and will go the distance with any family to ensure it happens. But it is not up to anyone but that mother to decide when she has reached her limit. A mama’s mental health trumps breastfeeding. Every time. Breastmilk does not care for, nurture and bond with the baby. A mother does. I am not arguing the health benefits of breastfeeding. Those are known facts. I am talking about the part that just isn’t talked about enough: a mom’s mental health.

Last year, for a few days anyway, the whole country was talking about it. Suffering from postpartum depression, Vancouver mother Florence Leung ended her life two months after her baby was born. On her memorial Facebook page, her husband recently wrote the following:

“To all the new moms experiencing low mood or anxiety, please seek help and talk about your feelings. You are not alone. You are not a bad mother. Do not EVER feel bad or guilty about not being able to exclusively breastfeed.”

As you can guess, despite being an advocate for breastfeeding, I agree completely. Somewhere along the way, our well intentioned, health-benefit focused campaigns on breastfeeding have fueled the message of guilt, shame and pressure on moms that are struggling and it is time for that to change.

I recently received a card and photo in the mail from the mom who gave up breastfeeding after our visit. It was her guy’s one-year birthday. In the picture, I saw a healthy, thriving family. The note said that the day I gave her permission to stop breastfeeding was the day she felt a shift. The tears stopped. She started enjoying the little moments with her boy and their bond grew. She said she still has moments when she feels sad that she and her son missed out on the nursing experience, but she knows that stopping is what her family needed.

We need to stop arguing about what is better. Breastfeeding, formula, bottles, pumping. It isn’t something that is up to “us.” It is not social media’s business, your neighbour’s, your mother’s, or the business of that mom group you belong to. It is yours exclusively.

As much as I like #fedisbest, I think it should evolve into new movement: #momsmentalhealthmatters. A healthy mom is necessary for a healthy, thriving baby—and that is what matters."

Carrie Bruno is a registered nurse, lactation consultant and sleep coach who runs The Mama Coach in Calgary, Alberta. Some details of this story have been changed to protect the family’s privacy.

 




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